This show was a milestone for Sincere Engineer, as Deanna Belos revealed to me:
“It was our first sold-out headliner that wasn’t a record release show. We actually haven’t played too many headliners here [Chicago]. I think a total of four. And two were record releases.”
Though it was sold out because of Belos aka Sincere Engineer, she still seemed taken aback that so many people showed up specifically for her. Throughout her performance, Belos kept repeating “this is crazy,” with what appeared to be a slightly nervous smile on her face. That humility, evident on stage and off, is surely another reason so many have become fans of her and why the merchandise line stretched so far across the venue floor. Belos, manning her own table, took a moment to interact with each person who approached.
This night was likely a standout not just for Belo as she was not the only one to feel the very warm embrace from the crowd. Whilst setting their gear up on stage, Adam Beck, Kyle Geib, and Nick Arvanitis surely could hear the fans shouting out their love for them. Some audience members could be heard loudly requesting the names of the trio.
Belos’ first song of the set seemed to address the restive feelings right before taking the stage. From Bottle Lightning Twice
“I got a brown paper bag
I’m breathing in and out in the back, you see?
And all the people are staring at me
Pull into the station it’s a fever dream
The crowd goes wild while I’m in the ring
Big open spaces, little train car seat
A lightweight tapped out, it seems
But I’ll be okay when I feel the electricity.”
Belos’ voice, tinged with a bit of gravel, soared over the crowd. Beck’s muscular drumming in conjunction with Arvanitis’ powerful bass playing combined for a forceful rhythm section. Geib’s potent guitar playing and that of Belos’ completed the very tight quartet.
The band also drove through “Let You Down,” “1K Rats,” “Corn Dog Sonnet No. 7,” and “Dragged Across The Finish Line.”
On this chilly night, Belos lamented, in “Out of Reach,”
“I watch the weather on tv.
I watch the green on the screen cover up this stupid fuckin’ city.
And now it’s like you won’t believe.
All the things I want and need
Just seems so fuckin’ out of reach for me.”